Lord, please help.

I am so sorry. I am a sinner. Sorry gid Lord. Sorry for giving up. Sorry for doubting you. Sorry for being such a lousy warrior. Lord, please don't give up on me. Buligi man ko ay. Maluoy ka. Please give me one more chance. Please. Mapisan ko subong Lord. Mapisan gid ko. I will use my talents. Please use me. Promise ma himo gid ko Gospel reading and refection subong nga adlaw. Anything Lord. I will do it. Just to appease with you. Please give me chance. Tell me what to do. Please. I want to put good order into my life. Please. Help me. Please give me chance. Please let me know what to do. Please give me chance Lord. I want to be out of this darkness. Please. I don't want my life to be like this. Please give me chance. Sorry for all my mistakes, for all my sins. Please help me. Teach me what to do. Please. I beg you please have mercy on me, forgive me Lord. Sorry....