I wish I can get out of this rut soonest. I have been hibernating, just holding the pen but can't start anything at all. Dear Lord please help me start writing again. Please help us arrange our lives and be more productive. I want to be productive Lord I want my days to be fulfilled. I want to be the best that I can be for you. I am so sorry for failing you. I guess I will start tonight. I will read tomorrow's gospel and post reflections a night before. I want to be the best Lord, I want to do as you told me to do. I am sorry. I will start now. At least this.