Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Bless him Lord, have mercy on us, on him. Wala naman ko sang balikan pa. Ano ang balikan ko? Kalayo katama sang kabuhi ko upod sa iya sang una kumpara sa subong. Siguro naluoy lang ko sa iya. Kay kon makita ko sya nga happy I think ma happy na ma lang ko sa akon present life. Maybe I am just too concerned for him. In spite of everything that has happened between us, all the deception, lies, hatred, disillusionment, resentment, I still wish him the best. That is my only prayer, Lord, for him to be happy, to find someone he will love and that will help him find contentment in his life, and the happiness and peace that he deserves. Pero syempre Lord I know nga indi ta ka dapat pag pangunahan. That is why I am bringing this at the foot of your cross. Ikaw na ang bahala. Wala man guro sang malain sa gina pangayo ko. You did promise nga ma convert sya. I will hope in your promises Lord. Please take care of him. I know may mga sala man ko sa iya. This isn't just about him betraying me but I too betrayed him. Pero as you can see, we are not in love with each other. Our relationship was based on the need. Tani Lord atipanon mo lang sya. Please send someone who will love him and take care of him. Please send him someone who will bring out the best in him and who will show to him how beautiful life is. Please help him get up again and start all over again with his life, kag tani Lord, I pray gid nga help mo sya para ma forgive nya ko, para ma let go nya ko. Is it possible Lord that we will become friends? Is it possible for him to love our son in a way nga malipay man ang bata ko, kag pati sya man? Is it possible for us to deserve the happiness that is in you? Please take care of him and show to him Your love. Please.

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