Naluoy gid ko sa iya. Every time I hear news about him, I instantly worry and feel so guilty. I guess as long as I know he isn't doing well in his life, it will be difficult for me to move on.

All I want is for him to be well, Lord, for him to be able to pick up the pieces of his life. There is nothing to go back to. Really nothing. As of now, I do not have any much choice but to move forward. Things are getting better as they are, at least in my own side of the fence. There is a great potential about me and my son being happy and well taken care of in the future. Even now, it is happening already. What people may think and call abnormal, is very normal to us.

Lord, if it is not too much, please I beg you, take care of him. Be with him and guide him with your spirit. You have promised me that you will convert him. I am waiting for that, Lord. I am praying for his heart to be healed and be freed from hatred and resentment. I pray for his mind to be free from bad thoughts and suspicions. I pray for his mouth to be filled with only praises for you. Only you can change him, Lord. I have tried that already. Too many times I failed. How could I be so stupid thinking that I could change him, that I could be the one to inspire him to change. Well, I thought that's what love can do, and as you can see, he hasn't really loved me. He doesn't really love me.

Please take care of him Lord and hold him in the palm of your hands. Ginahatag ko sya balik sa imo. Sorry nga gin pilit ko ang process. Sorry nga gin ingos ko sa imo ang amon relationship. Now I know ngaa daw kabudlay gid sang mga bagay bagay para sa amon nga duha. But I trust in you love for him. I trust in your love for us. Thank you for taking care of us.