Sorry gid Lord ha, amo pa lang ko ni subong. Kadamo pa gid man sang need ko bag-uhon. Please be patient with me. Thank you for always being there. If only I can be perfect for you. Thank you for making me deserving of your blessings in spite of my imperfections. Thank you, I will wait. Thank you for your promises, it gives me hope, so much hope. Miskin papano gaka dula ang kakapoy.

Lately I have been having nightmares and I always see him in the scenes. Every once in a while I could feel the sadness realizing how he really didn't love me at all. It so sad to look back and discover the things I should have discovered way back. If only I wasn't so stubborn. Lord, is it okay if I promise you my obedience? Please just give us this freedom. I am willing to do anything just to have this another chance to be happy once again.

If only we can be friends. If only we can forgive each other. If only you can grant us that miracle, Lord. I will become one of the best parent in the world. I will raise my son in a way that you will be pleased. Anything Lord. Just anything to have that freedom once again.