God change me, make me better everyday. In this world where people are busy taking photos of themselves and posting on FB, change me and teach me to affect them in a different way. Change me and make me better in the way I deal with others, especially those I do not like at all, those that I despise, those that I have relinquished in my life. Change me God and help me to forgive and free my heart from hatred and resentment and finally forgive those who have hurt me. God change me, and show me the way. I am lost as I am blinded by the sadness in my heart that was caused by people who have misjudged me and not treated me right. There are times when I do not anymore know what else to be but just to hate and hate and hate and plot murder. There are times when I am blinded by envy questioning the very essence of your existence and purpose in my life. God change me. I want to be free from this bondage. I want to feel how it is to be really free. I want to be a better person. I want to be free. I want to love and just think of how to love and not do otherwise. I want to be free and be more peaceful, I want your peace, so I can radiate it with others. I want to be more quiet, to be more calm, to be more resilient. I want to be more like Mary. I want to be obedient to your will, not complaining all the time, not questioning all the time, but rather just staying quiet, silent, peaceful, humble, obedient. God change me, I am a mess. Please do something about me.
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